Why bother making them in the first place if you just wanna throw it all away?

Due to personal reasons regarding my disorders, I struggle to function like a normal person. Most of this happens mentally, and it’s far more difficult than many people think. Because of what I deal with in daily life, even normal tasks can become extremely hard for me, and it heavily affects my ability to work or find work.

The main skills I had were knowing how to navigate a computer and experimenting with 3D software, because that’s what I was interested in. So I used those skills to create things and post them here.

Temporarily, Patreon felt like the easiest option — it was fast, simple, and gave me enough time to slowly build confidence and eventually seek help.

Unfortunately, there will come a time when I stop making corn entirely. The reason for this is my declining mental health, along with not having enough subscribers to continue.

Two years ago, the highest this page ever reached was around 50 subscribers, and it never grew beyond that. Now it has dropped to around 20 people and has stayed that way for months. I know it’s only going to continue declining until the page eventually dies.

At some point, I will find the help I need to move away from all of this.

When that time comes, this account will be terminated.

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I had ai to profreed this message for you all to undertand me better.

Thank you for reading.